and you see my reflection(happy new year)

Present day, present time. HaHaHaHaH. Its 2o1o, here at the office. Here people are like chickens..chicken shitting eggs..fooled into thinking that its all about the money.... now are they shitting me?..can i complain?...hmm..

2009 has been one hell of a year. I would like to thank those
-who reminded me that im a hell of a kick-ass
-who neglected me for who i am
-my worthy adversaries...thanks for fucking my life, ive gain much from you all..see you in hell.
-my shitty comrades....hahaha
-my solace(s)...thanks for being there...your presence alone brings warmth..and the feeling of being at home.
-myselves..for keeping me sane..

It's january 1...ill be at the usual place...

the sand kings of time

Present day,present time. HaHaHAHaH. Its been years since Ive been wondering what my blood type is. Finally got my answer last year for 70 bucks. Thanks for this particular information, I'll be able to help a friend...

It's the first day of 2009 here I am in a local resto/diner. It took me more than a year to get again to this spot. Its my MECCA, a place for my reflection, recollection, and getting my shit together. And yes, It be another year till I go here again. Hope 2009 will be a good year for me, 2008 has been harsh and shitty. Thanks to everyone, gonna miss you 2008. 2009, hope youll give me a chance...chance...

new year

Present day,present time. HaHaHaHaH. Love thy neighbor as thy self. Well, it be nice if my neighbor is a she its just me. Anyway, our big-fat-bald neighbor thinks he knows too well about lands. He goes out to his territory and block the shortcut to my house. FUCK YOU!!!!, legally speaking your dying! well Ive seen the plans bozo there should be a small road between your two properties. This will be my last curse this year hope not in my life time! hope karma comes after you!.

Well enough of shitty things that happened and still happening to my life. Well I love math(sort of) so I love problems.yeah right! I felt that christmas is another season were people are getting more and more materialistic. But a few still live to what christmas is...its for christ...its for-giving...

New year. new goals same path. I hope that the people that Ive hurt and the people who felt that I hurt will forgive me. Its now 2009 kids, let reconcile and move forward. PADAYUN!!! SA PAG LAMBO!!!

so it craves again.

Present day, present time. HaHaHaHaH!. Currently listening to gNr's november rain thankin' that its nice when someone is out there bleeding out with you. Its nice to sleep after you bleed out the extra current in your circuitry. HaHaHaHaH!.

Work been hell. Still looking for my true calling. Still looking for the piece of me that makes me tick. I was eating siopao at charlie's dinner with a friend asking me what does my future looks like. Not to sound serious I just said "maybe abroad". Yes, friends, relatives of mine are slowly conquering the global market. From singapore to dubai and canada.. dont forget New jersey. I remember someone told me....well,almost every does. You get nothing from staying in Davao,furthermore you get nothing staying in the Philippines. They maybe right, look the non-stop bullcrap that is showbiz-politics that we have nowadays. Spending money on bullshit session on someone's shit. We need more bridges and roads here dearest bullshit senators not another shit-digging-crab-mentality stint. You call your job public service when all you do is public stint.



Malagkit. When I was a boy every sunday or saturday I would always accompany my parents to BANGKEROHAN, PALENGKE. Always bring some childhood memories.HaHaHaHaH!


Manny pacman fighting Golden boy. A part of me says "youve grown into some circus I just hope one day youll be beating the crap of some wrestler. Com' on What in hell are you thinking this is overboard your like feeding yourself to the den of lions they know that you cant resist dela hoya..its your pride...think..and by the way..dont ever run for public office..SORRY!"..but then again a part of me says " dont get down easily...one two three uppercut...his is slow...."

ode to november

Present day, present time. Hahahaha. Life is another thing that we can remember, we can cherish and we can see coming. Its another form of us that is us. Us to others, us to ourselves. My life been so boring and blurry but all I can think of is go to the other point in this case siopao and dutch mill. hahahahaha.

Every november my family goes to visit my brothers grave. It became a family affair between the four of us, make it five in spirit. I arrived around 11am better late than never. The grave was white and clean and there were flowers. Past is past, you cant rewrite the bible. All you can do is read it and make a novel on how it change your life.

Nothing compare to old friends,nothing. Thanks guys till we meet again. Next time Pizza tau.

Still breathing the same air

Present day, present time. HAHAHAHA. How was my Valentines day?. Generally speaking I've lost interest with what could it give, the magic and the spine tingling emotion running thru your soul. Anyways it was february 16,2008 had tickets for me and my date for " LOVENUTS ". When we arrive at thee "venue" there was this very long line of people who were trying to get tickets Lucky for us I bought it two days earlier. It was almost 8:30 make it 8:45 still no seats for me and my date though there were empty monoblock chairs but they were supposedly "RESERVED". So after about three to five minutes of asking "is this seat taken maam"(well quite odd girls were the only the ones I've asked hahaha) finally found a spot it was on the far left side of the stage. The show? it was your typical pinoy kind of comedy.PINAPINTASAN ANG MGA MALI AT KUNG ANO ANG DI KANAIS-NAIS...hahahahaha, but I was laughing nonetheless to think I haven't sleep since 2am. Anton diva is really good in mimicking regine's voice as for Vice ganda s/he capitalize on humor. Was it worth my 400php? I give it my yes.

What keeps me busy this days? Setting up a computer inside my room(the monitor again went dead..enough repairs..got to buy one..surplus..hahaha!). Reading a book, well people around me just laugh when I told them I'm reading a book. And most importantly sorting things up, what to achieve, what to do next and what to expect. Eight days of vacation leave still feeling bullcrap.

Just added. Really hate Philippine politics, it sucks and people are being suck by the big players around them. Again people are being herd in a nice way, not by fooling them but letting them see that they are right. Also media plays a big role in giving us vital information. Just seen this report on where in hell does this so called witness eats his burger...SHIT!!!! relevance please... Do we really need "People power" if we hate the government we just run to the streets. Dont give me wrong, we always blame the government. Yes, democraZy in the Philippines is immature everyone wants a piece of it. From the senators(just doing their job when an potical crisis rise) to the lamest barangay captain. Just wanting to ask those so called individuals if we oust the president who will be the next corrupt president. Its a damn cycle we are all stupid. My solution ignore bullshit politicians, I-need-media-exposure individuals, blasphemous religious people and do your job...do it well.

a mellow carousel

Present day, present time. JOLLEEPIES. Mind you it taste like pizza/cheezee/something though they also have other variants but this one real good, Garden fresh. As for now I only see two branches of Jolleepies one in matina fronting VideoCity/Ephraim barbershop.

No matter how hard you hold on things. They will fade/go-away no matter what.

Its still 4pm......But my eyes tells me I got to sleep...SEE YA NXT TYM...ILL EDIT THIS FOR SURE.

In Effect

PRESENT DAY, PRESENT TIME. HAHAHAHA. Dont mind the mug, mind the one in the middle. Only available in Cebu and Manila now in Metro Davao. Coke SAKTO. So sexy, looks like and feels like a college girl. So good that your five pesos worth the 200 ml of carbonated beverage.Thanks ROZ!

Its been a hell of a month. Six times a week eight hours a days(make it ten). I'm just lucky my shift ends around 1pm. Just got enough time to go to the mall,eat some pizzaroll and drink C2. Frankly what I want now is my precious 2 days of rest.

People aproaching me and saying "nitaba lagi ka". Well thanks for my mom and the good food she offers before I go to the office and lay down to sleep. Call me a "mama's boy", but she is the best cook. Im just so lucky that I got a mom who takes care of her family. Well back to food,I eat around 4-5 times now. Well I dont care If I'm fat, as long as I am happy.

71 percent and still counting

Present day,present time. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. I've been waiting for the darn thing to finish downloading.For more than 30 minutes, Ive just watch gagamboy only to find out that it timed out. It's 6:34pm now, I should be sleeping this moment.I should be charging up my energy for another 7.5 hours of nonstop talking to people who give us money. Shit I hate this,till next time.I will count 5 days,4 days,3 days....again..hahahahahah

I CANT TELL WHAT I FEEL NOW,MIGHT AS WELL DRAW IT

nadisketahan ako ng diskettte

Why are those diskette so unpredictable,when you need them they go *error. HAHAY,hope to buy a flash disk this december,for now i'll be burning kb's to cd's. Its better safe than to be sorry.....AGAIN.


It's octoBEER, the month were everyone feels the cold(iceCOLD) and starts being merry. But what good is that when you can't keep yourself warm.

HaliKaNaLasapinNatin

2am. Felt like my hands are separating from me, my mind walks back and forth,my eyes wanted to sleep but I can't. I've been away from any form of caffeine for about a month now(the least) still can't sleep. Is something bothering me?? I think so. If yes,What is it??. *sigh.

People see me as one of those Smart one's(mostly my relatives) and to some i'm just another Pile of mistakes. But what do I think of myself??, hmm good question. Maybe it's good not to limit one's self to something. Cuz when you do that, your just another pile of expectations, nothing more nothing less......... ITO'Y SA WARI KO LAMANG

eating my favorite sandwich at Mt.Apo

you dance to it, you headbang as they hit the snare. after all you've been thru, you manage to smile. its fun,but you know what it truly means. you understand,wanna feel sad but..yeah you cant..you tap that foot to it's rhythm. its the pentatonic notes again.........

another Tyanday

hmm...still looking for that crisp-black look. For now crisp will do. As for the theme,nah!! anything goes.

"dako tyan" as she touch my tiyan like a devoto to a statUa.
"dahumhmhmhmhmhmmhmrrrrr" its was all gibberish but she knew what it meant.I look at her, she smiled, and my world stop for a split second, I was in nirvana. Hers was the smile so pure so real you can't help but smile back.........